It all began in September 2019. The worst virus I’d ever known attacked me. Extremely difficult breathing and coughing were the main symptoms. So, I assumed it was bronchitis. But this was bronchitis gone rogue and it hung on for over 3 weeks.
As I look back now, I realize it was just the beginning of a long haul. Other seemingly unrelated attacks began even before the “bronchitis” was finished running its course.
First the heart, then the neurological system, and finally my GI tract. Each one with severe symptoms. And each one presented a new, more frightening, and difficult territory to overcome.
There is a name for it. “Long-Haulers”. Yep, it’s a real thing. The result of a virus for some people.
I believe I have arrived at the final overcoming moments. Father has walked with me through every terrifying moment and victorious ones as well. He guided me and brought me treatments apart from traditional medicine. Each one taking time. Learning. Patience. Endurance. And Faith that I honestly thought was thoroughly drained from me.
Then this morning, I had a dream that I was a rural peasant in a war. My captured children were in small cages on a rickety wagon and I was chasing them. Freeing them, with bolt cutters, my actions unheard above the ruckus of the wagon on the rough, dirt road. But as I ran, I winded. I couldn’t keep up anymore and my last child was disappearing down the road. So, I lifted my hand toward him, and with tears in my eyes I said, “I love you”.
Then one of the escaped children grabbed the bolt cutters from me and raced after the wagon. With much struggle, he freed his last sibling and I woke up thinking it was a strange dream.
Immediately, Father caused me to understand that every character was part of myself. The war represented the long haul I’ve been enduring and just as I was about to free the last part of myself, I ran out of strength. But another part of me finished the job.
My message in this article is this. No matter how long you endure and fight your particular battle, know that there are more parts of you than you know. Father knows. And he is there even when your Faith is at its weakest.
Keep going. You will come up from under. You will be free.
Faith
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omg, I am so thankful that you posted this. This is Father’s message to me at this time and I am so grateful for this word. I have more faith in me than I think I do and I will be free ❤️
By the word of our testimony –
Thank you, Father.
This is me. I have been undergoing neurological pain in my body for years now that I have forgotten what being normal is like. The dream I had on the morning I woke up with the pain was so horrific it made me sick.
I know I will be healed.
Thanks for your post, it is encouraging.
I understand completely. Neurology starts in the brain and like an electrical wire that begins shorting out, our neurological system sometimes gets damaged just like any other part of our body. Father showed me the benefits of L-Theanine and L-Tyrosine (amino acids) in healing some of these short circuits.
Of course, I’m not saying they would have the same effect on you. Healing is completely individual like our fingerprints and we have to find the divinely inspired path that uniquely works for us.
I agree wholeheartedly that you are healed now and that you will discover the unique path that works to manifest that healing.
You have my full compassion.