At a random moment in May, my mind twirled itself into a knot about God. My expanding understanding of Father’s presence within me had somehow “humanized” Him. After all, if He is actually part of me and not living separate from me, then how does He remain divine? How is He still omnipotent? And what does that mean regarding the miracles I’ve experienced most of my life? It seemed that the more I saw Him within me, the less miraculous He appeared. Was He ordinary now?
Of course, that conclusion means my mind doesn’t have a miraculous perception of myself. I’m still flawed with feet of clay, unable to fly.
Plus, I didn’t have time to contemplate this twist and talk it out with Him. We had a family and friend event coming up at our home in mid-June and there were a multitude of projects to complete beforehand. So, while Hunny and I labored to finish building projects and landscaping, I put my dilemma on a shelf. Continue reading A STORY OF PERCEPTION AND DOUBT
In a place of silence and peace, I can hear Father speaking to me and the conversation becomes very intimate. That’s because He knows every thought I have, often better than I know myself.