For several weeks . . . no, its been several years, Father has given me gleaming diamonds of insight into this issue using visions.
It all began with visions of a house. I thought I was having fun imagining my dream home. I didn’t know that Holy Spirit could hijack my ‘imaginer’ if I let him. It’s an amazing experience. But that’s for another blog article.
When Father was teaching me to Rest, He actually told me to sit still for long periods and do nothing. It was hard. I felt condemnation. Lazy was a word that kept popping into my head. It was even somewhat frightening. Which is weird. Silence is frightening. It’s hard to face it alone. And the drive to do something all the time is insistent. I’m responsible for stuff and people. I can’t leave them unattended.
Apparently, I was taught thoroughly that “idle hands are the devil’s workshop”. And it was so ingrained that I didn’t know how to stop doing it easily. Quickly I saw how my enemy was keeping me from being much of a threat simply by keeping me busy. And Father wanted to make Rest a foundation in my life. Breaking off that busy constancy required sitting, staring it down, without a book in my hand, without a hobby before me, without the computer, and without a companion. Continue reading TEACHING ME TO REST→
thousands of dollars to build. Continue reading VISIONS OF FINANCIAL ABUNDANCE 