THE OFTEN UNPLEASANT PATH TO IAM

I’ve met a few unpleasant things on my path lately and yet, I know that living from my inner kingdom will make the hard places change.

This is about having the power of God, the IAM. One with me. It means I am him. And he is me. We are an inseparable Being, called IAM. Along with all the inherent qualities that makes him God, and all the qualities that makes me, me. We are IAM.

This is colossal! The reality of being One with IAM blows the box of our menial worm traditions wide open and disintegrates all our ceilings. But how can this be? If we were able to be One with God, wouldn’t you think someone would have done it by now? Oh, that’s right, Jesus did. And he said, “Follow me” which actually meant to follow in the path he cleared for us.

It’s rather mind boggling. And takes a while to process. But inside that process are light bulbs of “Oh, I see now!” along with a couple major obstacles. Namely, how can God and I be one Being when I still see imperfection in myself? There is no imperfection in him.

That’s when my process got a million times heftier because I could see all good and evil inside each of us human beings since the beginning of time.

everything in one

Father God within me. The Kingdom within me along with the Carnal mind, the enemy, Satan, the Devil, and all his demons not to mention all Darkness. I am all of this and so are you. And if that reality boggles your mind, imagine how long it boggled mine until I could write these thoughts for others to read!

Hang on to your hat and hear the rest of it. After all, it means so much more than simply being a positive/negative person who draws positive/negative things to himself.

There are no other powers but God. He is the only power. And apparently, he has given us the same ability that he possesses to create and manifest. Plus, we are doing it every day without realizing or even seeing it

It all begins on the inside, in the inner kingdom, in our spirit, mind, and soul. The condition of those parts while grappling with life in all it’s good, bad, and ugly.

the battle

Within us we produce the nature and character of the ground, water, and seed we sow willy-nilly into our surrounding atmosphere every second of every day. And those inner characteristics are producing what we see with our physical eyes in our world. Chaos and evil that rages in the world, grinds and spews even louder on the inside. And a peaceful, loving existence, is only born from a heavenly utopia on the inside.

We are in essence, the whole of the universe. All of it’s good and all of it’s evil inside one body. Two kingdoms so to speak, that can’t live together in the same space, and in reality, don’t. Not even within us. The two sides of our brain are completely different. And the two sides of our body are nowhere near identical. Two unique sides representing two inner kingdoms that war within us.

Two agendas who constantly battle to usurp authority over the other and cause such tremendous turmoil sometimes that we unknowingly manifest outwardly in catastrophe’s and trauma.

But creating a physical world like the inner Kingdom of Heaven would require upsetting our doctrinal apple-carts. And we hold them so reverently and oh, so tightly. But it’ simple fear and stubbornness. We insist on the traditional doctrines of men that we’ve always had because we feel safe with them. And so we believe that someday their precepts will demonstrate themselves as long as we remain loyal and try hard to be righteous through them. But honestly, it was that exact same stubbornness in the Pharisees and Sadducees that caused them to crucify the one who was sharing their key to the kingdom.

Jesus wasn’t involved in politics or societal issues because his message resolves all issues. Understanding that and working from our inner kingdoms reveals powers we already ignorantly utilize right before our own noses.

It doesn’t happen from the outside in. It’s from the inside out.

evil

The concept of Satan, or the Devil, as an external entity is an illusion our doctrine provided to insulate us from the truth which is much easier than we think. I’ve read that the words Satan and Devil, in the context of scripture were not nouns. Rather they were verbs describing a part of our self. I haven’t done that research but it weighs true in my Spirit.

We commonly deflect our responsibility for evil, or for facing inner fears. Like the Gadarene demoniac, we’d rather throw them into a closet of our mind where they make us crazy and delusional, or a bunch of pigs who will jump into the sea. The tremendous energy and power behind those horrible inner demons threw those pigs into a frenzy that thew them over a cliff. It wasn’t external boogie-woogie spirits. This was a manifestation that came from him internally, and no evil spirits died that day. Then when the Gadarene saw himself in the mirror of Jesus’s face and instantly thru that compassion and love, saw that he had never needed to hide those inner demons, sanity returned and he was set free.

We are a house of evil or good, and we give both the power to manifest, sometimes in horrendous proportions since those qualities have no power of their own. It only takes a look through history to see the gigantic evils mankind has perpetrated upon itself by ignoring its inner evil. Hidden demons don’t die. They grow smarter at manipulation as we feed them more darkness of concealment. It is our darkness and our demons that we can’t kill through denial, or grossly misunderstood use of rebuking and resisting.

Demon possession isn’t a real thing except in the aspect that ignoring our inner kingdom gives inner fear the power to run about willy-nilly wreaking havoc. Manifesting in ugly, spooky specters. And we ignorantly let them possess the land like unattended teenagers.

As long as we refuse to face the location of evil and our true enemy, we miss our chance to put those enemies under our feet. We abdicate our inner throne and The Kingdom exists without a ruler.

However, everything within us is very aware of the rulership of our Oneness with IAM. All of that inner realm listens to our every inner word, and inner thought, and inner deed. They are it’s cues on how to manifest outwardly.

Crazy scary? Yes, a bit. But look around the world. We actually created it all. And we can’t stop it through outward behavior modification. It isn’t the outward behavior that rules. It’s the inward one. The one we either ignore or try to kill. And neither method works.

We can’t kill a part of our inner self and survive, and we don’t need to do so. All we really need is to let IAM live out loud. He is the answer to everything.

the key

Recognizing who and what we really are…all of us is one of the greatest keys to The Kingdom. This is where we learn to love our neighbor as our self because we learn to love our inner kingdom neighbor, thereby healing his evil. It’s a surrender to love. And it’s what Jesus did.

Even though the worst, most evil enemy lives inside us, it isn’t un-redeemable and we don’t have to kill it. Rather, we stop feeding it by ignoring it and then when we look into Jesus’s face, we choose to be I AM.

It’s that choice that makes the difference. Choice means that we are aware of choosing, and aware of what our choices are. Knowing the inhabitants of my kingdom means I can step up and sit on my throne and begin reigning responsibly. I can choose to say “No, that isn’t happening here.” when a statement comes from a rebellious, angry citizen of my kingdom. And then with patient love admonish that indweller to turn his sword into a plowshare because continuing in unloving grudge-holding is not an atmosphere allowed in this kingdom.

This is how evil is un-formed and then re-formed into Life. This is how evil is obliterated. Not by killing it, which doesn’t work, but by absorbing it which changes it.

Christ within us overcomes all our enemies within us. This is where every knee will bow.

Christ-mind is IAM and IAM is me. We are One Being who chooses to reign the kingdom saying to its inhabitants, “Peace rules this kingdom.” “Health rules this kingdom.” “Abundance is normal life in this kingdom.”

And then IAM chooses to dismiss things like, “You aren’t good enough.” Or, “Don’t even try, you’ll never succeed.” They become ridiculous, even laughable jokes to the complete IAM because in The Kingdom all our parts are loved. Even while on our way to being perfected through IAM.

choose today

So, our parts have voices within us and we have the free will to choose which ones to follow. First, we recognize the voice’s motives honestly, and then we choose how to respond to it. It’s similar to a parent, or a reigning royal listening to its subjects. I don’t have to yell at any one of them. Rather I simply consult IAM and then tell everyone the truthful bottom line. This is how it will be in here.

This is how to overcome everything. And it’s how to bring the inner heaven which is quickly created, into my outer world.

This shift of perception changes everything. It rocks and rolls my world because it’s all of Father, alive in me, looking back at me from the mirror. IAM.

But these discoveries often begin with unpleasant things in our path. The impetus that drives us to look for answers.

Blessings on your often unpleasant path to IAM.

Faith

2 thoughts on “THE OFTEN UNPLEASANT PATH TO IAM”

    1. There’s a whole lot of waking up happening. It’s a good day to live. Blessings.

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