It’s been a lot of years since and I think about Jay rarely.  But when I do there’s still a tiny sting in my heart because I knew he loved me even though he wouldn’t accept it.  

Anyway, as I said, I had a dream. The significant moment in that dream was when Jay said, “I loved you then and always will.”

I woke up with tremendous joy which I credited to Father because Jay hadn’t actually said the words.  His lips had not moved.  It was Father speaking out from inside Jay. He lived inside Jay just as he lives inside each person.

Next, I saw every person who had ever rejected me.  And I saw Father inside them too.

Even the worst rejections, those full of anger and cruel words came from people who’d been created by Father.  And He’d left a piece of Himself inside all of us, but we aren’t always aware of it.

The words “I loved you then…” was Father speaking to me at the moment I was being rejected.  He loved me.  And He always would.  Plus, He was inside Jay saying this to me even then.

Suddenly every rejection I’ve ever received wasn’t actually real because anything that is said or thought apart from Father, isn’t the truth.  It’s a lie.

Regardless of whether people recognize Father in themselves, He is there. They can’t erase Him.  And they’d be dead if He wasn’t there. After all, He is Life. There is no Life aside from Him.

Now, because of this dream, I can see Father inside every person who’s ever been cruel to me.  And that vision sets me free from the idea that some people are innately evil, possessed by evil, or overcome with evil for a moment.  Just because they believe a lie, I know who created them.  I know the truth.

Jay loved me more than he may ever be aware of.  My religious friends who’ve rejected me for doctrinal reasons, love me more than they realize.  People hide quite often from truth inside themselves. It scares them.

The truth in Father’s eyes is the only real thing in all of creation.  And the only way to know the truth is to get it from Him.

Truth is, I am LOVED, truly loved, by Him, and He does it from every form of creation He ever created.  All of them.  I am Loved, completely, unconditionally, and …. always.

Blessings on your journey of Love’s revelations.

Faith