I was so completely overflowing with giddy joy yesterday that I could barely contain myself. Where was this coming from? And what was it ushering into my life? Joy. Overflowing Joy.

Father blessed me with a new avenue of joy for a couple of weeks. Someone to share this joy. Then that someone interrupted the joy by trying to isolate me. It was solely their choice. And I accepted this choice as theirs to make. So be it. Go with God.

And I cried like something was ripping from my chest. It was excruciating for a few hours.

Then the new morning dawned and brought fresh air and freedom that makes a new colt dance in the meadow. So I played some music and danced. I was exhilarated and overflowing with joy once again.

Hunny joined me and reminded me of his unconditional love which embraced all of me, just as I am, eagerly and without blinking an eye. This is Father’s love. And I rested in it within my soul. Embracing its great Peace.

This morning I sigh deeply contented as I watch a breeze whip up a tree into dancing too. This is Father’s Joy. It shines a golden light on the mountain cliffs and reminds me of all my gratefulness, his fullness.

I am his and he is mine. Always. Without exception. I am loved without measure freely and abundantly. He gives himself to me eagerly and often. I’d almost forgotten where my heart lives.

Blessings to all,

Faith

I go to bed every night knowing someone somewhere is not happy with me. Someone doesn’t like who I am or what I’ve done or said. They want me to change or be different. But it’s probably not going to happen. I am who I am and I have learned to look in the mirror and be happy with who I am. God loves me. He changed many things in me and continues to make me better everyday. He’s the only one who can do that. So I will go to sleep content and satisfied with His work and who I am.

December 11, 2011 – Faith Living