Should I scrape up the money to spend on the brightest prophetic light in the church community for training school? Sigh. Why is this issue such a conundrum for me? I understand the cost of educating a bunch of people in your revelation. What I don’t understand is me paying for it. It’s not the easiest thing to scrape together that kind of money into a pile to give away for teaching. That doesn’t mean I don’t want to do this desperately. I want to belong to the crowd who got to participate in this life-changing, earth-shattering revelation.
This reminds me how I struggled for decades with this issue and Bible school. Simple Bible school. You’d think I could have gotten it done. But no. And finally Father said “why do you want to learn their revelation? I want to give you your own.” Well, ok. But I still have a problem with the question: am I seated in the last pew at the back of the Kingdom because I didn’t buy this teaching? Was my money for this training, the thing that would have brought me closer to the mark? Did it give me the foot in, where others lagged behind?
Seriously, I’ve learned from Father so many things that I see so many around me don’t know. He really is dishing it out. He didn’t let me down in the revelation category. But now no one wants to hear it because I don’t have the credentials. UGH!!! LOL!!!!
Honestly, I HATE this paradigm. I really do. It’s the pattern of our world system. And apparently He didn’t give me the . . . . . . whatever it is to jump into the mix and do the thing everyone is doing. He keeps me out here in the wilderness. Oh well, I’m not bored out here. And apparently I like having one-on-one training sessions. Maybe I’m spoiled. YEAH! THAT’S IT! I’M SPOILED! hehehe!
One of the things I always appreciated about Keith and Melody Green’s approach with Last Days Ministries was that they were transparent about the costs of getting out their newsletters, music, etc., and then encouraged people to get what was available for anything they could afford, even if it was sending nothing……along with presenting this different approach in an “uplifting, not condemning way.
That is awesome! Andrew Wommack still gives away teaching also, even though he has a Bible School. I highly respect that in any ministry.
I understand what your talking about as I myself have received a fair amount of revelation that I know is not ” suitable for sharing to just everyone “, as I also don’t the the ” credentials either that general folks would believe , & yet , it is my personal experience that I know the Lord is showing/ telling me for my destiny & it is all about Him & for His glory for the body of Christ. I have been given divine connections to share some things, but very limited. Could it just be part of who God is showing us all this, for future ministry !? ; so we can move & overcome !?
Yes, Ruth, I agree and believe it is just that. . . . so we will be prepared at the right time. We are moving forward at incredible speed. I’m so excited!
Thank you for this. Its both timely and refreshing. I seem to be having the same experience. Everyone around me expect me to follow the norm. But for some reasons Daddy doesn’t want that for me (probably because I once asked for my own personal experience). I’m getting spoiled silly and wishing they could experience just a bit of what I do daily. Oh well, I guess in time they’ll realise. Till then i’ll continue to bask in his love and presence.
I’m so glad to hear I’m not alone – we are not alone. Father is doing this to His Children all around the world. I believe it’s because He’s preparing us to step into our places. Bless your journey!
You can train/teach me any time.
ahhh, love you! Bless you!