Sinking into the darkness of grief and surrender, I got a glimpse of the next level of Kingdom light within me. It was a shock I still don’t completely understand and grasp. But it has to do with finding Father…

You may not know that losing a spouse to eternity incites a battle to rage inside. Every decision and every choice I make now most likely deconstructs a piece of the life I’m used to living. It can feel like…

The separation between Hunny and I was the greatest shock for me because I haven’t been separate from him. We didn’t tolerate separation well. Even for years when we were both working, we’d each wear a Bluetooth all day. That…

My miraculous life began when I started living the opposite of accepted scriptural teachings. And not because I decided that I wanted to be contrary or rebellious or independent. All the things we’re taught NOT to do. Nope it wasn’t…

It feels a bit odd to me this morning, that I dreamt such a powerful vision. So real that I could feel the timbre of his voice. And how it radiated something inexplicable. So, I will share it with you,…

I’m reminded that what we see on one side of a mirror, the opposite is simultaneously happening on the other. The world has always been a dichotomy of this truth. So, what is the opposite of this great wave of…

Before I see the results with my physical eyes, I can know my prayer is answered. I learned this a long time ago when Hunny was being an active alcoholic. I’d pray for his safety getting home, which was a…

We’ve heard so much about being in the presence of God. Or finding the presence. Or inviting presence. And after someone has passed into eternity we hear about feeling their presence. This week Father has been teaching me about Hunny’s…

Well meaning friends and acquaintances come to see me, expecting wild displays of emotion. It seems easiest for me to simply talk about how Hunny passed through and what I know about it. They’re puzzled and confused by my dry-eyed…

Yesterday, I fell down that black hole of grief and had one heck-of-a-time getting out. It all began with a call to our attorney. Hunny and I have known him and his secretary for at least 20 years. They’ve been…