So what happens when you’re finally living in pure Peace and someone comes along introducing chaos?  Shock, surprise, annoyance, pushing back, and maybe a glass of wine?

They might not be the best responses for us to take, but who’s judging?  Especially since I did them all.

I like to think I’m an awesome, loving Christian and that people are healed from their chaos when pulled under my blanket of peace.  I’ve seen it happen, but it wasn’t always a quick process and it didn’t always happen overnight.

Recently a friend posted a note saying he’d come to a place of complete comfort in his Being.  My heart leaped with joy as he described what I have also been experiencing.  And the longer the post remained, the more people joined the conversation with stories of similar experiences.

Arguments and debates around scripture are long past, relegated to a different stage of experiencing God.  And it’s simply not a place we can return to and participate from anymore.

A few years ago, Father took me on a journey to see my real Being, not my ego-based one.  It started with what I call a “flash” vision.  Like a flash, it was there one second and gone the next.  Since, I was in the middle of doing some household chores, I didn’t pay any attention.

Father said, “I just showed you something.”  And immediately I knew He had.  But what was it?  I’d missed it.  And no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t remember it. Continue reading SOME OF MY JOURNEY FROM EGO TO TRUE BEING →

Did you have the frustrations of being a child with an older sibling?

The first time my older brother went on a date, I was about 5 years old.  And I wanted to go too.  After all, he was going to a movie with a friend and he was staying up past bedtime.  There was no fair reason that I couldn’t go with him.

And I remember the little grin on his face as I got madder and madder.

I wasn’t wrong about bedtime.  It was a rule.  So, why was it OK with Mom and Dad that my brother break the rules?  And if it was OK for him to break the rules then it should be OK for me to break them too! Continue reading THE FRUSTRATIONS OF OUR DIFFERENCES →

It was an odd day when I began seeing the other gods.  They’d been there all my life but I hadn’t looked this closely.  Very few people in my circles had looked either.  So, it felt weird to finally see what they were.

“Thou shalt have no other gods before me.” Exodus 20:2

We thought it was simple to see other gods and know what they are, but it isn’t.   Some of them stand there on their pedestals right in front of us for everyone to see.  Yet even while we are polishing them, we don’t recognize what they are. Continue reading LOOKING AND DISCOVERING OTHER GODS →

The Apocalypse was something we grew up talking about and secretly worrying about.  Where would it happen?  Over there?  Or right here?  And maybe it was really about the economic crisis, or a political one.  It might even be a religion or denomination.

Whoa boy, talk about the shock as it happened inside my heart.  Bombs and destruction.  How would I survive this?

“Babylon the great has fallen!” in Revelation 18:2 was about spiritual idols.  And I’d held a bunch of them close all my life without being aware of them. The whole time I was looking around for the Apocalypse, it was just waiting to begin when my holy cows began tipping over. Continue reading LIVING THE APOCALYPSE OF CHRISTIANITY →

Finally, an article!

I’m almost embarrassed that it’s been so long since I’ve written anything on the blog. However, in my defense (if it really is one) I blame the entanglement of Facebook’s siren’s song.  I actually thought I was interacting with a group of people.

To some extent it’s true, but with ever-changing algorithms, no one knows who actually sees their posts anymore.  Often it isn’t people we solicit.

And that leads me to why I’m back on the blog (where I belong). Continue reading FINALLY, AN ARTICLE! →